sun

I can finally just relax and not go to work! I miss my american friends and everyone I didn't see in a while! I miss my city, I miss my friends, I miss starbucks!
how's it going ?

new kids in town?

I realized that we no longer try to live our life, although we say we do!
Since I turned 13, I got my first personal e-mail address and I did it just because I wanted to feel "older" or more of an adult.
I was not aware of the facts that a job is more than fun, and more than just "were having fun as adults" kinda' thing!
These days, kids intend to become adults more and more quickly than I did.
I work at Starbucks.I have a client that comes almost every time in my shift.she is always getting a caramel cream frapp and I cant describe the way she acts like a grown up or a "mall girl".
I already heard 14 y/o girls talking about sex.
13 y/o girls shop till they drop dead with their parents money.
I don't know a 9 y/o kid without an email address or messenger.
I just dont wanna start about cell phones.everyone has them these days.
whats next?
how far down are we going with this adult life start?
its becoming sad.everything is moving way to fast!

save changes?

mi-am dat seama cum isi bate viata joc de tine, cum te face sa delirezi, sa incerci lucruri noi chiar daca de multe ori speri ca de data asta va fi bine, ajungi din nou sa fi la pamant si sa ai nevoie de prieteni, nu numai ei de tine.
cand treci de la "in a relationship" to "single" iti spune ca relatia ta va fi "anulata" odata cu apasarea butonului "save changes". oricat de mult m-a durut sa salves schimbarile din viata mea, le-am salvat si mai mult.. a fost pentru ultima oara cand o sa fiu pe punctul de a-mi schimba viata printr-o optiune!
Doare cand vrei sa simti, si nu mai simti. feelingul pe care ti-l doresti dintr-o relatie, fericirea care ti-o da un apel de la persoana cealalta, un mesaj, un Buna Dimineata devreme.
In momentul in care toate dispar, le vrei inapoi dar nu sti cum sa le recuperezi.
Incerci sa ajungi sa fi macar pe linia de plutire, sa te ridici dar cazi si mai mult.
ii multumesti lui Dumnezeu ca te-ai prins din timp si nu te-ai lasa dezamagit, te-ai dezamagit singur.
nu cred ca mai exista vreo farama de iubire adevarata, sau daca exista..cu siguranta nu o sa o gasesc in trecut.
gandirea pozitiva persista.
multumesc M pentru tot!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5jsOdczxWc

relationships, again.

this days got me thinking about relationships.
staying in bed after one month of good weather and hotness, being able to cover yourself with a blanket announces a bad weather, rain..and thunderstorms.
Yet again, trying to fall back in love with someone(and I mean falling back) its harder than it sounds, more exact, impossible after that period of 3 months when you try to forget about that person.
One big plate of food and two House episodes, you get in the perfect mood for love.
The love for yourself!
there are many kind of relationships: there are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you-you love, well, that's just fabulous.
(satc)

sure, as it can be.

Today I was siting home, watching my daily movie and then it hit me.
O opened my "very well known and used" messenger and there I got into wondering, would a long lasting and very short ending friendship rise again and be what it used to be?
Taking risks and chances is not the best choice in the "grammys" these days.
Is it that wrong to just draw a line and quit thinking about paste tense and just stick with the future?
Today is the day where I will let my past fall and help my future rise cause its no way I'm falling ever again.

help?

love it-hype it! :)

a new something.

hmwaw, parca au trecut zeci de ani de cand nu am mai intraznit sa intind cateva randuri.
ma confrunt cu iarna, si parca asta imi ocupa tot timpul.cine simte la fel, speak up!
Ati observat cum anul acesta parca toti oameni s-au schimbat total, parca nimic nu mai e la fel, si eu sincer..vreau vechiul an inapoi!
cat si cattt mi-as dori sa pot da timpu' inapoi.

Looks.

na, in sfarsit mi-am urmat dorintele.
m-am lansat pe lookbook!

www.lookbook.nu

l'automne et le bonheur

Cat de frumoasa poate sa fie toamna asta, cat nu puteam sa suport zilele astea pe care acum le ador.
Cat poate sa fie de perfecta fiecare adiere de vant, fiecare raza de soare.
Fiecare frunza ce pica din copaci si imi atinge usor pielea, ma rasfata.
Prieteni care sunt acolo sa se bucure cu tine de toamna, in parcul din spatele casei unde este plin de fericire si rasete.
Ma bucura fiecare melodie despre viata, sunt indragostit de ea.
Sunt indragostit de orasul meu, cu oameni lui, cu fiecare fleac, cu fiecare ploaie.
Si el ma adora pe mine..

o adiere.

wah, cum te ia viata asta asa ca pe val, si nu iti dai seama cat ai mers si in ce directie[ dreapta, stanga, sus, jos? ].
Ma amuza intr-un fel the fact that its all going so fast like wind.Prefer sa stau asa, sa ma las condus de orice adiere, sa nu am chef de nimic, sa ma duc si sa ma tot duc.
Dupa inceperea noului capitol din viata mea, ma simt mai bine ca niciodata, revigorat, fericit si nu il ultimul rand, liber.
clasa a 12-a is like the best thing that could happen'.




enjoy.

school started.

A inceput official scoala si totul a devenit deja monoton si plictisitor dupa doar 2 zile.
Tot facebooku` e plin de albume "memories" de prin summer'u nostru drag.
Tot e bine! vine craciunuuuuuu.eh, intelegeti voi, incerc sa gasesc o parte pozitiva in orice..ca doar asa e frumos!
Imi era dor sa ascult 60's music.
Ma indragostesc din nou, alea alea.
same stuff!
Sunt pe val, pe nush ce, da sunt!
ps:colegii mei sunt tot la fel de faini, imi era dor de voi ba, si nah, pana ma obisnuiesc iar, ca dupa nu mai stiu cum sa scap de tot!

Its a new fresh READY-SET-GO!

When your young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun.Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious.You could break a bone or a heart.You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there's no safety net.When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
So, tomorrow school starts, a new beginning, a step forward for us seniors, or whatever.
The main idea is that after this long and most awesome but expensive summer break I realized that I forgot how it is to be in school, so, its like I am going to the first grade, I am nervous and have butterflies in my stomach and also, cant sleep[like the others were not enough!]
I kinda miss my folks from school, cant wait to see them, news, new haircuts, new experiences and new fashion in town, cause thats what is all about, isn't it?
And I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that I will have my final exam this year, or next summer.That makes me feel in 3 ways: Angry, Nervous but Happy!
College, here I come!

coulda,woulda,shoulda

so what started just like a friendship, it just turned around in other directions..
Involving all these people, gossip and cheat I realized that its all unnecessary and just relentless.
I thought that if I would just go to that point where friendship is enough, so there I am but its not that great because of all this facts that just try to set down the friend relationship to an other relationship.
And if that was not enough, its just like karma: what goes around, comes around..but hits you harder then expected.
The universe may not always play fair,
but at least it's got a hell of a sense of humor.
So much of what I have is wonderful so this is that and I am happy with it.
Being friends is just enough to make some people happy and some not.In this kind of situations you should just try to express your own feelings in a way that could never bother others, like a friend of mine said: You can do whatever you want, as long you don't hurt anyone.

home sweet home.

I'm back home after all that time away.Back from USA.
Its so much better to be home with friends and fun and lots and lots of fun I mean.
Going to Turkey for a week now, and thats going to be the time of my life.
Can't wait to see everyone I love.one by one..

mac, mac...mac?

so, test test? is it working?
Just wanted to feel and type from a Mac.:))
Well i missed you guys and I am going to be back in Romania in 2 days after one month here in North Carolina,USA.
I cant wait and I miss everyone from back home.
I have great news but I will just not tell you right now.
You will find out in 17 of september.
Pictures will talk and you will listen.
thank you!
si ps: e 00:43 aici, asta minte!

American dream.

ca sa iau o mica pauza de la vizionat filme si mancat ciocolata, blogosfera pare cea mai buna portita de refugiu.
dupa zbor de 12 ore, dormi la 9 noaptea si trezeste-te la 6 dimineata credeam ca in sfarsit am trecut peste "jet lag".
Intr-o oarecare masura am trecut, dar cum am eu obiceiul atunci cand ma avant, ma avant putin prea tare am ajuns sa dorm la 4 dimineata si sa ma trezesc pe la 2 dupaamiaza.
Asa, pentru cine nu stie, sunt in minunata mea calatorie in tarile calde ale Americii, ceea ce nu e rau, dar cine a zis ca no car no life, are dreptate!
Sunt in minutul 3 al orei 1 noaptea si urmaresc "The Nanny" series.
Am facut tot ce se putea.M-am bronzat, am inotat, am sarit de pe lucruri inalte, m-am relaxat, am mancat mancaruri ciudate si picante, am filmat, am jucat [ps3, wii, airhockey(etc.) ].am facut tot ce se putea!
ce mai ramane?
Cel mai ciudat este cand stau pe mess pana la ora asta(cand aici e ora 1 noaptea, acasa este 8 dimineata), o vad prima pe Cris cum intra pe mess la 8 fix, in fiecare dimineata apoi mai e David care e non-stop parca..(secretul este ca el e la diferenta de 2 ore de mine, acum!)
Asa!deci...darts?da...am jucat si darts, am taiat iarba, am facut cumparaturi, am cunoscut oameni si tot asa!
mi-am gasit perechea perfecta de sleep-pants!<3
ah, inapoi la serialele mele..

(observati ce entuziasmat sunt in a 2-a poza?) =)