relationships, again.

this days got me thinking about relationships.
staying in bed after one month of good weather and hotness, being able to cover yourself with a blanket announces a bad weather, rain..and thunderstorms.
Yet again, trying to fall back in love with someone(and I mean falling back) its harder than it sounds, more exact, impossible after that period of 3 months when you try to forget about that person.
One big plate of food and two House episodes, you get in the perfect mood for love.
The love for yourself!
there are many kind of relationships: there are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you-you love, well, that's just fabulous.
(satc)

sure, as it can be.

Today I was siting home, watching my daily movie and then it hit me.
O opened my "very well known and used" messenger and there I got into wondering, would a long lasting and very short ending friendship rise again and be what it used to be?
Taking risks and chances is not the best choice in the "grammys" these days.
Is it that wrong to just draw a line and quit thinking about paste tense and just stick with the future?
Today is the day where I will let my past fall and help my future rise cause its no way I'm falling ever again.

help?

love it-hype it! :)

a new something.

hmwaw, parca au trecut zeci de ani de cand nu am mai intraznit sa intind cateva randuri.
ma confrunt cu iarna, si parca asta imi ocupa tot timpul.cine simte la fel, speak up!
Ati observat cum anul acesta parca toti oameni s-au schimbat total, parca nimic nu mai e la fel, si eu sincer..vreau vechiul an inapoi!
cat si cattt mi-as dori sa pot da timpu' inapoi.

Looks.

na, in sfarsit mi-am urmat dorintele.
m-am lansat pe lookbook!

www.lookbook.nu

l'automne et le bonheur

Cat de frumoasa poate sa fie toamna asta, cat nu puteam sa suport zilele astea pe care acum le ador.
Cat poate sa fie de perfecta fiecare adiere de vant, fiecare raza de soare.
Fiecare frunza ce pica din copaci si imi atinge usor pielea, ma rasfata.
Prieteni care sunt acolo sa se bucure cu tine de toamna, in parcul din spatele casei unde este plin de fericire si rasete.
Ma bucura fiecare melodie despre viata, sunt indragostit de ea.
Sunt indragostit de orasul meu, cu oameni lui, cu fiecare fleac, cu fiecare ploaie.
Si el ma adora pe mine..

o adiere.

wah, cum te ia viata asta asa ca pe val, si nu iti dai seama cat ai mers si in ce directie[ dreapta, stanga, sus, jos? ].
Ma amuza intr-un fel the fact that its all going so fast like wind.Prefer sa stau asa, sa ma las condus de orice adiere, sa nu am chef de nimic, sa ma duc si sa ma tot duc.
Dupa inceperea noului capitol din viata mea, ma simt mai bine ca niciodata, revigorat, fericit si nu il ultimul rand, liber.
clasa a 12-a is like the best thing that could happen'.




enjoy.

school started.

A inceput official scoala si totul a devenit deja monoton si plictisitor dupa doar 2 zile.
Tot facebooku` e plin de albume "memories" de prin summer'u nostru drag.
Tot e bine! vine craciunuuuuuu.eh, intelegeti voi, incerc sa gasesc o parte pozitiva in orice..ca doar asa e frumos!
Imi era dor sa ascult 60's music.
Ma indragostesc din nou, alea alea.
same stuff!
Sunt pe val, pe nush ce, da sunt!
ps:colegii mei sunt tot la fel de faini, imi era dor de voi ba, si nah, pana ma obisnuiesc iar, ca dupa nu mai stiu cum sa scap de tot!

Its a new fresh READY-SET-GO!

When your young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun.Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious.You could break a bone or a heart.You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you.
And in life, there's no safety net.When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
So, tomorrow school starts, a new beginning, a step forward for us seniors, or whatever.
The main idea is that after this long and most awesome but expensive summer break I realized that I forgot how it is to be in school, so, its like I am going to the first grade, I am nervous and have butterflies in my stomach and also, cant sleep[like the others were not enough!]
I kinda miss my folks from school, cant wait to see them, news, new haircuts, new experiences and new fashion in town, cause thats what is all about, isn't it?
And I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that I will have my final exam this year, or next summer.That makes me feel in 3 ways: Angry, Nervous but Happy!
College, here I come!

coulda,woulda,shoulda

so what started just like a friendship, it just turned around in other directions..
Involving all these people, gossip and cheat I realized that its all unnecessary and just relentless.
I thought that if I would just go to that point where friendship is enough, so there I am but its not that great because of all this facts that just try to set down the friend relationship to an other relationship.
And if that was not enough, its just like karma: what goes around, comes around..but hits you harder then expected.
The universe may not always play fair,
but at least it's got a hell of a sense of humor.
So much of what I have is wonderful so this is that and I am happy with it.
Being friends is just enough to make some people happy and some not.In this kind of situations you should just try to express your own feelings in a way that could never bother others, like a friend of mine said: You can do whatever you want, as long you don't hurt anyone.

home sweet home.

I'm back home after all that time away.Back from USA.
Its so much better to be home with friends and fun and lots and lots of fun I mean.
Going to Turkey for a week now, and thats going to be the time of my life.
Can't wait to see everyone I love.one by one..

mac, mac...mac?

so, test test? is it working?
Just wanted to feel and type from a Mac.:))
Well i missed you guys and I am going to be back in Romania in 2 days after one month here in North Carolina,USA.
I cant wait and I miss everyone from back home.
I have great news but I will just not tell you right now.
You will find out in 17 of september.
Pictures will talk and you will listen.
thank you!
si ps: e 00:43 aici, asta minte!

American dream.

ca sa iau o mica pauza de la vizionat filme si mancat ciocolata, blogosfera pare cea mai buna portita de refugiu.
dupa zbor de 12 ore, dormi la 9 noaptea si trezeste-te la 6 dimineata credeam ca in sfarsit am trecut peste "jet lag".
Intr-o oarecare masura am trecut, dar cum am eu obiceiul atunci cand ma avant, ma avant putin prea tare am ajuns sa dorm la 4 dimineata si sa ma trezesc pe la 2 dupaamiaza.
Asa, pentru cine nu stie, sunt in minunata mea calatorie in tarile calde ale Americii, ceea ce nu e rau, dar cine a zis ca no car no life, are dreptate!
Sunt in minutul 3 al orei 1 noaptea si urmaresc "The Nanny" series.
Am facut tot ce se putea.M-am bronzat, am inotat, am sarit de pe lucruri inalte, m-am relaxat, am mancat mancaruri ciudate si picante, am filmat, am jucat [ps3, wii, airhockey(etc.) ].am facut tot ce se putea!
ce mai ramane?
Cel mai ciudat este cand stau pe mess pana la ora asta(cand aici e ora 1 noaptea, acasa este 8 dimineata), o vad prima pe Cris cum intra pe mess la 8 fix, in fiecare dimineata apoi mai e David care e non-stop parca..(secretul este ca el e la diferenta de 2 ore de mine, acum!)
Asa!deci...darts?da...am jucat si darts, am taiat iarba, am facut cumparaturi, am cunoscut oameni si tot asa!
mi-am gasit perechea perfecta de sleep-pants!<3
ah, inapoi la serialele mele..

(observati ce entuziasmat sunt in a 2-a poza?) =)

When you come back, its better.

I guess I just needed a wake up call.Probably Norah Jones reminding me how the life can be so sweet without stress and loud club music, just jazz and that.
Even long road trips seem so nice right now for I am home, relentless and thinking about what its going to come, long trips and chillin' with friends.
"my heart is drenched in wine" makes me think about old times, friends, relationships.
Rough breakups, long lasting memories(sweet ones), like my last gf witch liked the old part of me, that I am now, probably the reason of the break up.
You know how glamorous life could affect your thinking?cause it happen' to meah.
Must probably thinking that I could be someone else that can be chillin' in the evening and partying in the night.
Well, I tell you this, my friends, its impossible.Its better to stay where you are.
Me, standing here, typing, jazz'ing, chillin.
Fighting for what I really believe in, catching up with old good friends, maybe opened for something new this time.


P.S: Did you notice the bad weather outside?

Inundatie in Iulius Mall Timisoara 21.06.2010.

Astazi, 21.06.2010.. a fost inundat tot mall-ul din Timisoara noastra iubita.
Nu are rost sa incerc sa ma gandesc macar cine e de vina, pentru ca mall-ul nostru, cel mai mare din romania, a fost inundat ca o coliba in mijlocul furtunii.
Daunele sunt foarte foarte mari, cu sperante de asigurari din alea pentru tot, sau eu stiu.. oricum asigurare este.sper.
Deci cum ziceam, sa nu va plictisesc cu cuvinte..sa vedeti poze..mai bine:))
A fost interesant sa vad cum curgea apa prin auchan pe telefoane..saraci..ce disperati erau.
Apa a ajuns la 30 de centimetri afara si cam la 20 in mall.
Tavane cazute, Diverta, Kids Landul a avut noroc ca nu a avut copii inauntru, pentru ca s-a surpat tavanul..nu a picat..doar a curs foarte multa apa.
imagine that!
Parterul a fost absolut totul acoperit de apa, fara exceptie.









Cam asa arata mall-ul nostru cel de toate zilele astazi.. :)
Cine vine la o cafea la starbucks?

povestea Mara'ei.

Ne-am cunoscut acum in jur de 2 ani..o clasica poveste pe messenger, de unde, cand..cum, nu mai stiu..doar ca nu am regretat pana acum aceasta intamplare.
Poate a fost dragoste la prima vedere, sau ..eu stiu..putina nebunie combinata cu euforie.
Ne-am luat, am vorbit, ne-am impartasit.poate aici a fost dragoste la a 2-a intalnire..
Sa va spun despre Mara...
Mara, este genul de fata independenta, nebuna, fashionista, eleganta cand trebuie dar casual cand se poate.
Ea e tipa care poarta ochelari rotunzi, John Lennon style, creatii si creatii, nebunie in vestimentatie, freze ciudate si expresive.
Mara este fata mea,she's mine forever..get lost.
Este fata care adora sa vorbeasca limba engleza dar o reprezinta limba franceza,je vous remercie.
Partea proasta ca ea e acolo, si eu sunt aici.
Traim vieti separate, dar totusi la fel..
Prieteni diferiti, relatii diferite..
Asculta muzica veche, romaneasca si internationala.rock si nerock.
O defineste rujul rosu, pentru ca este o extremista in fapt si sine.
Povestea este ca ne mintim unul pe altul ca suntem aproape, dar vom fi.
Astia suntem noi.